My Smile shows a "lie" while
My Eyes hide the "truth".
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I always smile to hide my pain,
even though it is obviously fake.
Sometimes, I cry when I can't bear the pain
but I think I'm so
stupid if I cry 
I'm not a strong girl~
I admit that i'm weak~
I easily cry, but now
I'm stronger enough to smile at you
and hide the pain.
I always do that especially infront of my mom♥
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I'm the type of girl that's
not serious, I'm childish,
I tease people, I judge easily, I'm bad, I fight
But even I'm like this
I care people,
I love,
I can feel ....
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Now, I observe myself
that I'm being a better person,
I easily understand what people think,
but one thing I find that it's hard to understand, it's
My Father...
Does my father love me?
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